Thursday, June 21, 2007
i have temper problem. i think is getting worst. i am really scared because of this all my loves one can't stand me anymore.
dear god i humblely ask that my prayer to be answered/. god please give me the will to change my attitude towards people. the way i talk always hurts people some people can stand me but still they feel hurts. happniess is found when you are able to make someone happy, but i am nt i am hurting people instead. now i have come to you for help and i humbly asked that my prayer to be answered.
i pray all this in the name of jesus. amen
today mummy scold me for many many things spend money, always not at home, kinship problem, my attitude and wadsoever.
started off like this....mum asked me why do i study so hard and yet ur cousin need not study so hard....i just ans ' nt my problem' in a veri irriated tone. i feel insulted telling me that i am 2pid..yes i am 2pid i admit. please dun use ppl and compare . i knoe is my fault my attitude.
i also feel very gulity...i am nt a good bf or son. even father day can't stay at home ....... i think i am screwed up.....i really need to find myself back..........i am sorry i taken u all for granted.
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